Friday 4 July 2014

A break from Ta'anit: on Seeing the Angel, Understanding G-d's Intention

Ill with a migraine last night, I did not post about Ta'anit 23.  Today I have been in a post-migraine haze, but I felt it necessary to share some thoughts unrelated to today's daf.  Instead I am writing about the parasha for June 4, 2014.  Hopefully Balak has lessons to teach us as Israel falls into a war-like state with Palestine following the kidnapping and murder of boys.


Parasha Balak: Mourning and Justice in Israel

This week’s parasha tells two significant stories. The greater focus is upon the story of Balak and Balaam.  In this tale, the powerful King Balak orders the prophet Balaam to curse the Israelite nation.  G-d intercedes – more than once – to help Balaam turn this curse into a blessing.  In a particularly unusual sequence, Balaam’s donkey sees an angel of G-d and speaks to Balaam, helping Balaam understand G-d’s will as a blessing instead of a curse.  Balaam shames himself and all human beings by beating this donkey.

Our parasha also tells the story of Pinchas.  G-d commands Moses to kill the Israelite men who have consorted with prostitutes of another land.  Moses sends people to do this dirty work.  In his religious fervour, Pinchas spears both an Israelite and the woman standing behind this Israelite, killing both.  There is much debate in our tradition about whether we should laud or chastise Pinchas for his actions.

Which brings us to the events in Israel over this past week.  Three teenage Israelis kidnapped and killed; one Arab teenager also kidnapped and killed.  There has been much attention paid to why each kidnapping happened; which murder was in retaliation for what crimes.  Israelis and Palestinians have been enraged and in mourning, taking to the streets with words of hatred.

In my mind, there can be no justice that adequately addresses an act of murder.  When we destroy one person, it is as if we have destroyed the entire world (BT, Sanhedrin, 37a).  If for one moment we are able to put ourselves even near the shoes of the parents of these victims, we understand the truth of these words.  It is impossible to replace the value of a soul.  Once it is gone, there is a hole left in the universe.  No action, court ruling, or payment will fill in that hole.

If there is no true justice for the murder of a person, then there is no retaliation for the murder of a person that will end in a feeling of satisfaction or conclusion, as if justice has occurred.  One person is murdered and then another is murdered in retaliation – we are left with two gaping holes in the universe.  And that is all.  No justice, no sense of righteousness.

I watch from afar as many Israelis and Palestinians puff themselves up.  They fill themselves with that religious fervour of Pinchas, believing that they are doing G-d’s will – doing what is just – as they shout about filling those holes with more violence and more death.   Many Israelis and Palestinians feel justified in shouting down any voices of moderation.  And in doing so, they beat the donkey that has seen the angel of G-d.

I cannot help but think that we are so terribly flawed as human beings.  We allow our anger and our frustration and our sorrow lead us to actions that actually deepen our distress.  We never experience that ‘justice’ that we seek.  And those holes in the universe multiply, creating more despair, less resolve to look for that angel.

When will we step up and say, “enough”?  When will we finally declare that we refuse to mourn while we plan another attack?  When will we stop training our children to believe that the urge to wage war is natural; that there are ‘others’ who hurt less than we do; that killing people will lead to a sense of justice?

Everywhere we turn, people are in mourning.  Can’t we commit to creating no more holes?   This could be our opportunity to turn a curse into a blessing.

Marcia Beck    
Jun 4/2014 

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